Well, the crazy schedule has caught up to me and I. Am. Tired. I have not at all gotten accustomed to it, not to mention, I am always hungry! Ugh. Oh well...I'll keep pushing it until it just becomes routine. In other news, I've found myself in quite a strange situation. An old acquaintance has tracked me down, and decided to tell me a bit too much information. At first this information was really sad, and I felt a lot of sympathy. Therefore, this person, who I was never close to, started to get a lot of my attention as I felt she needed a friend. Now as her stories and traumas progress...I feel confident I am being manipulated. And it is so weird. I really do not understand how some people can be so careless with other people's lives and emotions. I seem to attract a lot of these people. In a conversation with Matt regarding this situation, we pointed out that he is often told that he is very friendly, personable, well-spoken, likable...etc. Yet people, with the exception of oldies, never really impose on him or go to him in times of need. Then there is me- who often gives off the vibe (as I am told) of a less friendly, very private and intense person. Yet people have always- spilled their hearts out to me, involved me with their dramas and lives, and sometimes imposed on a lot of my time. This is not referring to just my close friends who can do that, its people who I am not close with, acquaintances if you will. I need to get to the bottom of what I do to give off that additional 'come to me with all of your problems' vibe....Not that I don't like to help people. But I think that gets taken advantage of, which isn't cool.
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